the one with the past reminder

i hate waking up in the morning from a dream that reminds you of the past.
one that reminds you of things you are trying to forget.
leaves you feeling all crappy.
not a way to start a day.
i need deliverance.
this only makes me feel crappy....doesn't affect anyone else.
why should i let it?
i should move on, but even my subconscious has betrayed me...