amazing what comes to mind when you just back and reflect:
was invited to the pig to watch state of origin game 2 but i wasnt in the mood.
it is not a rare occurance for me to feel up to leaving home in the evenings for a simple drink out in the city.
i wonder why...and now...i finally got the reason.
i hate walking back alone, and i'll do anything to avoid it.
going out in the evenings usually lead to me walking home alone.
walking back to a home where there is no one waiting for me...nor anything extremely appealing in the apartment to pull me back.
but mainly the lone walk is that which puts me off badly
there you go, another mystery solved
2006-06-14
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haha...my place cannot have pets. the aibo too expensive. and parents are hundreds of miles away. how?
i'd walk home with you...
if i lived in australia.
(hey, it's the thought that counts or some such thing, right?)
Walking home alone isn't that bad. Once you start seeing your apartment as a sanctuary to rest & recharge rather than a void to go to, you'll feel a whole lot better.
And the lone walk isn't all that bad either. It's an excellent time of sift though the thoughts in your head
Trust me, you can learn to enjoy it :)
to: lonely heart
thanks. yes it is the thought that counts. it made my day
to: misguided oracle
i have enough thoughts up in my head to fill a couple of lifetimes. i dont want to sift thru them...lol
and as for home....i dunno. if i had something to go home to...at least that'll make things easier
trust me dude, i've been in your shoes before. you sometimes just have to be a little more proactive rather than passively moping about.
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