2006-06-29
the one with the anticipation
ahhhhh!!!
i am going nuts!!!
booked the 4pm show at myer centre already
waiting...just waiting...4 more hrs
so close yet...so far away...before i see kal-el again...
i am going nuts!!!
booked the 4pm show at myer centre already
waiting...just waiting...4 more hrs
so close yet...so far away...before i see kal-el again...
2006-06-28
the one with SUPERMAN!!!!
ARGH!!!!
those lucky #%$$^#& in the states get to watch it before us!!!
SOB!
how am i supposed to watch it tomrw when it opens here?
i got work!!!
UGH!
i'll make do i guess....either take a few hrs off work and catch the early afternoon show OR watch the evening one (which will be PACKED)
one way or another...up up and away for me to see a bird, a plane, wait no...it's...
those lucky #%$$^#& in the states get to watch it before us!!!
SOB!
how am i supposed to watch it tomrw when it opens here?
i got work!!!
UGH!
i'll make do i guess....either take a few hrs off work and catch the early afternoon show OR watch the evening one (which will be PACKED)
one way or another...up up and away for me to see a bird, a plane, wait no...it's...
2006-06-26
lyrics: Time Of Our Lives & I Believe In You
- Click Me (to see 'Time of our Lives' lyrics)
"Time of our Lives"
- Il Divo & Toni Braxton -
There was a dream
Long time ago
There was a dream
Destined to grow
Hacerse pasion
Con fuego abrazar
El deseo de dar sin fin
El deseo de ganar
For the lifetime
Of progress
That runs here today
Will go all the way
Hey They feels like we've having
The time of our lives
Let's light the fire, find the pain
Let's come together as one inside
'Cause it feels like we've having
The time of our lives
We'll find the glory
All that we are, for all that we are
For the time of our lives
Hoy es el dia
Es la ocasion de triunfar
Para hacer realidad el destino que soñabamos conseguir
Una vida de lucha nos trajo hasta aqui
Y llegare hasta el final (Heaven knows...)
Cause it feels like we’ve having the time of our lives
Juntos, unidos, triunfara nuestro deseo de ser el major
Cause it feels like we’ve having the time of our lives
juanto la gloria, junto a mi,
La hora llego de la verdad
El momento llego
Y ya nunca jamas lo podre olvidar...
Cause it feels like we’ve having ('cause it feels...like we're having...)
The time of our lives
Juntos, unidos, triunfara (juntos, unidos, triunfara...)
Nuestro deseo de ser el mejor
’Cause it feels like we’ve having ('cause it feels...like we're having...)
The time of our lives
junto a la gloria, junto a mi,
La hora llego
El momento llego (Oh!...)
We'll find the glory (Find the glory...)
we'll be there (In the end...)
For all that we are
For everything that we wanna be and all that we are
For the time of our lives
For the time of our lives...
Oh...
- Click Me (to see 'I Believe In You' lyrics)
"I Believe In You (Je Crois En Toi)"
- Il Divo & Celine Dion -
Lonely
The path you have chosen
A restless road
No turning back
One day you
Will find you light again
Don't you know
Don't let go
Be strong
Follow you heart
Let you love lead through the darkness
Back to a place you once knew
I believe, I believe, I believe
In you
Follow your dreams
Be yourself, an angel of kindness
There's nothing that you can not do
I believe, I believe, I believe
In you.
Tout seul
Tu t'en iras tout seul
Coeur ouvert
A L'univers
Poursuis ta quete
Sans regarder derriere
N'attends pas
Que le jour
Se leve
Suis ton etoile
Va jusqu'ou ton reve t'emporte
Un jour tu le toucheras
Si tu crois si tu crois si tu crois
En toi
Suis la lumiere
N'eteins pas la flamme que tu portes
Au fonds de toi souviens-toi
Que je crois que je crois que je crois
Que je crois
En toi
Someday I'll find you
Someday you'll find me to
And when I hold you close
I'll know that is true
Follow your heart
Let you love lead through the darkness
Back to a place you once knew
I believe, I believe, I believe in you
Follow your dreams
Be yourself, an angel of kindness
There's nothing that you can not do
I believe, I believe, I believe
In you.
2006-06-22
the one with the hurt
all i feel these days deep down, despite the smiles and laughs i have with friend, is pain...pain so deep in my heart...i dont know what to do...
2006-06-21
the one with the writing
started a sub-blog that will record my writing work.
got so many ideas in my head for storylines, either for novels or computer games.
just need to record them down and develop them to something complete.
so hopefully that works out.
the site is at Shutup and Write
got so many ideas in my head for storylines, either for novels or computer games.
just need to record them down and develop them to something complete.
so hopefully that works out.
the site is at Shutup and Write
2006-06-14
the one with the staying at home
amazing what comes to mind when you just back and reflect:
was invited to the pig to watch state of origin game 2 but i wasnt in the mood.
it is not a rare occurance for me to feel up to leaving home in the evenings for a simple drink out in the city.
i wonder why...and now...i finally got the reason.
i hate walking back alone, and i'll do anything to avoid it.
going out in the evenings usually lead to me walking home alone.
walking back to a home where there is no one waiting for me...nor anything extremely appealing in the apartment to pull me back.
but mainly the lone walk is that which puts me off badly
there you go, another mystery solved
was invited to the pig to watch state of origin game 2 but i wasnt in the mood.
it is not a rare occurance for me to feel up to leaving home in the evenings for a simple drink out in the city.
i wonder why...and now...i finally got the reason.
i hate walking back alone, and i'll do anything to avoid it.
going out in the evenings usually lead to me walking home alone.
walking back to a home where there is no one waiting for me...nor anything extremely appealing in the apartment to pull me back.
but mainly the lone walk is that which puts me off badly
there you go, another mystery solved
2006-06-13
the one with a surprised awakening
i woke up this morning to the loud exclaimation of my TV alarm: "Australia has won it!"
imagine that...a team which i had no faith in actually defeated the japanese by 2 goals. it's almost unable to fathom...but it seems fate had other plans indeed.
"go aussie!" i exclaim in unenthusiastic praise.
another form of awakening might be considered to be experienced on my way to work this morning. with sleepy bodies all around me and the lack of the hustle and bustle in the streets (probably because i left for work much earlier than normal), it was somewhat surreal. anyways, just sitting on the bus, with my mood music playing on the mp3, it occurred to me: i am not happy...and i havent been happy for a while now.
i dont mean that i dont laugh and joke when the opportunity arises, what i mean is the happiness you get when you wake up, when you go about your day, when you go to bed; the kind of 'inner' happiness when you realise you are alive.
perhaps this train of thought started a while back but it kinda took form last night when i had dinner with some of my closest friends here in good ol Brissie. they were happy, with people they love at their side or on their minds and of course, having their love back in return. the truth is...i am jealous...well...a little.
this feeling i have inside is so conflicting, i am happy for them of course...they are good people and they deserve the love and care of another person, esp from the ones they love. then comes the part that follows...the self-centered part. a questions pops into my mind: "why not me?" isnt it weird that the common question people ask is "why me?" whereas i am asking the opposite question?
someone might say this is pathetic, that i am pathetic for thinking and feeling this way. i wont argue. it truely isnt something to be proud of.
"move on"
"find someone who will cherish and love you"
that's what i hear from people, and of course...i have dished out the same to whom i thought needed to hear it.
i realised over the past few months that the words dont offer any comfort.
a surprised...more accurately...a rude awakening has come for me:
once bitten, never again(?)
imagine that...a team which i had no faith in actually defeated the japanese by 2 goals. it's almost unable to fathom...but it seems fate had other plans indeed.
"go aussie!" i exclaim in unenthusiastic praise.
another form of awakening might be considered to be experienced on my way to work this morning. with sleepy bodies all around me and the lack of the hustle and bustle in the streets (probably because i left for work much earlier than normal), it was somewhat surreal. anyways, just sitting on the bus, with my mood music playing on the mp3, it occurred to me: i am not happy...and i havent been happy for a while now.
i dont mean that i dont laugh and joke when the opportunity arises, what i mean is the happiness you get when you wake up, when you go about your day, when you go to bed; the kind of 'inner' happiness when you realise you are alive.
perhaps this train of thought started a while back but it kinda took form last night when i had dinner with some of my closest friends here in good ol Brissie. they were happy, with people they love at their side or on their minds and of course, having their love back in return. the truth is...i am jealous...well...a little.
this feeling i have inside is so conflicting, i am happy for them of course...they are good people and they deserve the love and care of another person, esp from the ones they love. then comes the part that follows...the self-centered part. a questions pops into my mind: "why not me?" isnt it weird that the common question people ask is "why me?" whereas i am asking the opposite question?
someone might say this is pathetic, that i am pathetic for thinking and feeling this way. i wont argue. it truely isnt something to be proud of.
"move on"
"find someone who will cherish and love you"
that's what i hear from people, and of course...i have dished out the same to whom i thought needed to hear it.
i realised over the past few months that the words dont offer any comfort.
a surprised...more accurately...a rude awakening has come for me:
once bitten, never again(?)
2006-06-09
the one with the chest pains
my chest has been really tight this morning.
not heart attack la...lol...else how am i typing this?
just the impending sense of doom and gloom.
so many things are happening around me, the conflicting thing about it is that i want to let it all out...confide in someone, but when opportunity presents itself, i just dont want to talk abt it.
pain(literally), anxiety, loneliness, panic, overwhelming responsibilities and helplessness.
somehow all mixed into one and i am struggling to handle all of it.
all my energy is used to keep a composed front.
i wonder how long i can keep this up.
i hate feeling this way. i can vaguely remember a time when i was just happy, with just stupid little things to worry about. things that wont mean throwing my hopes and dreams aside to do the right thing, be the adult, to survive in this world, to be responsible for the ones i love.
i am waiting for a saviour, but i dont think anyone is on their way...
not heart attack la...lol...else how am i typing this?
just the impending sense of doom and gloom.
so many things are happening around me, the conflicting thing about it is that i want to let it all out...confide in someone, but when opportunity presents itself, i just dont want to talk abt it.
pain(literally), anxiety, loneliness, panic, overwhelming responsibilities and helplessness.
somehow all mixed into one and i am struggling to handle all of it.
all my energy is used to keep a composed front.
i wonder how long i can keep this up.
i hate feeling this way. i can vaguely remember a time when i was just happy, with just stupid little things to worry about. things that wont mean throwing my hopes and dreams aside to do the right thing, be the adult, to survive in this world, to be responsible for the ones i love.
i am waiting for a saviour, but i dont think anyone is on their way...
2006-06-05
the one with 64% asian
[x] You take your shoes off before entering the house
[x] You eat rice often.
[x] You use chopsticks.
[x] You can speak an asian language.
[x] Your parents want good grades from you.
[ ] Your parents insist you don't date until college.
[ ] Your parents want you to go to Berkeley or some other good university like that. Stanford or Harvard, even better.
[x] Your parents believe in Feng Shui.
[x] You listen to those horoscopes/zodiac signs.
[ ] Your parents love to gossip with the other parents about you.
[ ] You have relatives other than your immediate family living with you.
[x] Most or all of your friends are asian.
[ ] You don't even know 10 people who aren't asian.
[x] Your ancestors came from Asia.
[x] You are obsessed with the computer and can't get enough.
[x] You know how to put a computer together.
[x] You listen to asian music.
[x] You can actually understand the lyrics.
[ ] You have to keep things from your parents, even if they're not bad, because you know they'd THINK it's bad.
[ ] Your relatives love to bring you clothes that are bright in color with cute cartoons on them. If you're lucky, it might even have english words on them that don't make sense.
[x] You love your ethnic food.
[x] You have taken/still take piano and/or violin.
[ ] Classical music is the best music ever, next to asian music.
[x] You are good at math [except geometry] (does it count if i am good in geometry as well?)
multiply by 4
put the product as "__% Asian
[x] You eat rice often.
[x] You use chopsticks.
[x] You can speak an asian language.
[x] Your parents want good grades from you.
[ ] Your parents insist you don't date until college.
[ ] Your parents want you to go to Berkeley or some other good university like that. Stanford or Harvard, even better.
[x] Your parents believe in Feng Shui.
[x] You listen to those horoscopes/zodiac signs.
[ ] Your parents love to gossip with the other parents about you.
[ ] You have relatives other than your immediate family living with you.
[x] Most or all of your friends are asian.
[ ] You don't even know 10 people who aren't asian.
[x] Your ancestors came from Asia.
[x] You are obsessed with the computer and can't get enough.
[x] You know how to put a computer together.
[x] You listen to asian music.
[x] You can actually understand the lyrics.
[ ] You have to keep things from your parents, even if they're not bad, because you know they'd THINK it's bad.
[ ] Your relatives love to bring you clothes that are bright in color with cute cartoons on them. If you're lucky, it might even have english words on them that don't make sense.
[x] You love your ethnic food.
[x] You have taken/still take piano and/or violin.
[ ] Classical music is the best music ever, next to asian music.
[x] You are good at math [except geometry] (does it count if i am good in geometry as well?)
multiply by 4
put the product as "__% Asian
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